[Lyric] Control disappeared from his hands (Teaboi)

All of these changes
Running through my mind
I'm hating
Feeling like a passing phase in my own life in the backseat
Munching on popcorn at my own movie
Tragic, I'm sitting in my bed and dreaming of simpler days and I know that it won't be the Same as it were anymore

Drinking whiskey straight from the bottle - walk all funny, handcuffed
Watch me waste away
Shirley Temple, gun to my temple
I am not okay

Fuck

Do I even matter
Watch me levitate out of my dream state
Dissociation faraway

Diagnosed with disease
And I'm having trouble to breathе
I'm off the rails, I'm speeding 80
Rainbow Road on school zones maybe

Childrеn watching - mortifying
Pumped Up Kicks - inside I'm dying

Not living, just existing
Fill up space that I'm not using
Munching on popcorn at my own movie
Knowing me more than I even know me