[Lyric] Controlled chaos (pixithepixie)

Spendin hours makin songs until my voice dies
Usually finish recordin between 3 or 4 at night
Iii remember one day i chose to make it come true
My dream that is abt makin a tune

I took all of my bad energy and anger
Made a pretty song abt nothing that even mattered
Felt so good i got it all out before a disaster
I love music it’s my savior

I remember all the days
I felt my brain decay
I couldn’t feel a thing
Pain was my feelings

I remember all the days
I needed something to say
But nobody cared
So i shut my door and blared

My voice as loud as i could go
I didn’t care if anybody heard me in my home
I needed an escape
Music’s my therapy
Destruction, anger, murder, and chaos
These were feelings i had every minute every day uh
I don’t know what to say
Except that chaos is ok if it’s caged

Struggled to control it every single day
Until that one day finally came
Altho it may likely take a tole
It’s rlly pretty if chaos is controlled

Controlled chaos is
Purely beautiful
I can’t imagine if
It never did exist
We all need some of it
It will help with anything

Ur going thru at any point in time