[Lyric] Coward (Noodlebuns)

[Intro]
Straight through the heart
I'll cry on my bedroom floor
I don't wanna live anymore
I'm shattered right down to the core
And writing don't help anymore
It's tiring to feel like a bore
To everyone that I adore
I'm hoping I die in the morning

[Verse]
Moments I see, them staring at me
It's a sign, so I say I can no longer stay around
I don't belong in this town
I tried finding a way to feel somewhat okay
I lost all confidence, now I hate who I am today
I wanna change my DNA
So I bleached my hair, and tried to get some air
By fixing my posture, am I tall enough now, babe?
Why was I born this way?
[Interlude]
And I don't know what to do
'Coz I can't be with you
Cold feet, I'm on my knees
Somebody hold me, pleasе
Please

[Chorus 1]
I've got your numbеr, you won't talk to me
'Coz I'm cowardly, I'm cowardly
I can't come over, too shy to see you
I'm cowardly, I'm cowardly
I'd ask you out, but I lack the money
And I'm cowardly, I'm cowardly
Yeah, I'm cowardly, I'm cowardly

[Chorus 2]
And the tears keep on coming
I've never been this upset
And I feel like running
And never ever coming back
'Coz I'm cowardly, cowardly
Yeah, I'm cowardly
And the tears keep on coming
I've never been this upset (I'm upset!)
[Post-Chorus]
I will kill myself, no, don't kill yourself (Help me!)
When I close my eyes, I take my own life (Help me!)
With nothing to lose, I will hang this noose (Help me!)
It's better than a bruise, 'coz I am no use (Help me!)
To this world, baby girl
You don't want no Pisces boy in your world (Fuck!)
In your world, baby girl
I'm better off not in this world

[Outro]
In this world (Arghh!)
In this world (Help me!; Arghh!)
In this world (Fuck!)
In this world
In this world
In this world