[Lyric] Cruise Freestyle (Nakala)

[Verse 1]
Got a text from my ex like I'm out with your ex
Then my ex best friend text saying I just seen your ex with your ex
Run out of friends I guess
Run out of sight I guess
I'm never outside my feelings
I'm never not feeling some way
I never got time for no one
I push all my friends away
But I learned from what my daddy did
And I don't take girls for granted
I tried my best with the last one
But cocaine leads to sadness
I could be a better daughter
Less irresponsible
I drive too fast, disorganized
I'm childish most of all
Its hard to love me
So how the hell do you love me

[Verse 2]
Gotta thank God
I could let go
I don't wanna fight these battles no more
Give em all to Him
Give em all to You
Cuz you always know what to do
I can be dumb
I can be mean
But I don't turn my back on my team
All my family
Gotta let me breathe
Let me be me
Can I be me
Some of you might hate me but I just don't believe
You mean that there was once a time
When you and I had deeper feelings
So talk all you like
Told you don't be friends out of spite
I know the both of you got love still so I'm happy that you're civil
And its beautiful that God gives us the chance to start again
Said how wonderful that we can just let go of what has been
And learn to love again
Let me learn to love again
So He gave me a new girl
Whole new world
Someone to lie, someone to cry on
A family so strong
And a team that won't go wrong
I guess its something that I done
Or a random situation
Cuz I don't believe in luck
I believe that what you give will come