[Lyric] CRV (BLCKK)

[Verse]
Said I don't get online and ask you what it's like
I don't care what you fight, they decide
I sit back and stack my fucking vocal track, yeah
Catch you right outside, I'm on this bus for fucking 25
They decide if I ever see the day I'm 25
Why would I spend anytime on making what I think you want?
I came out to stand on top his neck just like a fuckin' cop
I keep wishing death on all my friends and I can't make it stop
I can't even take myself to bed because he need to rot
I know where I'm fucking up and where I got my shit on the lock
I don't need your help, I know exactly what I fucking want
Maybe you're upset because I work and now they give a fuck
Sorry that you feel like I'm your enemy, I'm really not
Tell me if you hear it in my voice that I'm not feeling right
I've been up for hours at this point, so it's on fucking sight
I give up on music, all it does is make me fuckin' fight
Can't remember what I even wanted, so I really might
I could talk to every single friend and I'll still feel alone
I put every part of who I am and I got none to show
I spend every day impressing people I don't fucking know
If I could, I'd fucking disappear, that's what they wanted though
I know people think I got it set, don't fuckin' talk like that
Worry 'bout my friends, just like I care then I don't call them back
I can't even walk outside 'cause nothing make me happy, bet
Tell your friends exactly what you did, that's what you fucking get
Fuck your expectations, anti-medicated piece of shit
Why would I deserve it? All I ever did was fucking bitch
Easier it's said than done but wish I make you fucking sick
Shit don't really matter that's 'cause nothing ever fu-