[Verse]
I know niggas stab your back even if they your brother
I know bitches break your heart, even if you might love her
I know the times passing fast and memories get to fading
I know niggas that hated will be there if I make it
And they all on my dick never when I wasn't on shit
Before, we was lit when they wouldn't acknowledge the clique
And all the issues I had when all I was doing was bad
My nigga was a scholar before he got booked for a bag
And I was so lost; its like all I was doing harm
I can't forgеt when I watched that girl die in my arms
In hеr last breath, she said, "I love you" as she left
My only regret is never sending her mother a text
Like my phone don't work, like her heart don't hurt
Like she wasn't the person that fell in love with her first
And I'm just some nigga with pride that's too big to fucking swallow
And a heart that's hollow trying to fill it with empty bottles
But fuck it, I'm not the type to complain
I always felt it makes you lose more than you gain
But Grims, in pain, said somethings wrong with his brain
We both look at the bigger picture, but I don't see it the same
I see your passion and you got a heart that's big
Looking for love you said you want a wife and a kid
And it's obtainable I got that kinda faith in you
Don't be afraid to leave what you know to try something new
Feeling stuck now? How you feel alone in a crowd
But I know your mother's looking down, and she's so fucking proud
Of her son and how we both bleed through the speakers
On everything, I'll forever be my brother's keeper
And though this isn't a game, we all go through stages
As each chapter closes, we look at different pages
My options weight on a scale and every day it tilts
Suicidal but still suffering from survivors guilt
I hate that the ones I lost, I can't remember their faces
Makes me feel like our friendships were us going through phases
Like my ex's, that made love a four-letter word
Never wanted to complicate us just wanted shit to work
But you still put me second and acted like you were so hurt
When you were out fucking niggas to go get high off perks
And said the baby was mine well why the fuck did you lie
I swear I cried so hard I wished to God you would die
You put fire in my soul and filled my heart with rage
It took me some years to finally take time to change
I feel the walls closing in, but that's nothing too new
And if anything happens, I love you
I know niggas stab your back even if they your brother
I know bitches break your heart, even if you might love her
I know the times passing fast and memories get to fading
I know niggas that hated will be there if I make it
And they all on my dick never when I wasn't on shit
Before, we was lit when they wouldn't acknowledge the clique
And all the issues I had when all I was doing was bad
My nigga was a scholar before he got booked for a bag
And I was so lost; its like all I was doing harm
I can't forgеt when I watched that girl die in my arms
In hеr last breath, she said, "I love you" as she left
My only regret is never sending her mother a text
Like my phone don't work, like her heart don't hurt
Like she wasn't the person that fell in love with her first
And I'm just some nigga with pride that's too big to fucking swallow
And a heart that's hollow trying to fill it with empty bottles
But fuck it, I'm not the type to complain
I always felt it makes you lose more than you gain
But Grims, in pain, said somethings wrong with his brain
We both look at the bigger picture, but I don't see it the same
I see your passion and you got a heart that's big
Looking for love you said you want a wife and a kid
And it's obtainable I got that kinda faith in you
Don't be afraid to leave what you know to try something new
Feeling stuck now? How you feel alone in a crowd
But I know your mother's looking down, and she's so fucking proud
Of her son and how we both bleed through the speakers
On everything, I'll forever be my brother's keeper
And though this isn't a game, we all go through stages
As each chapter closes, we look at different pages
My options weight on a scale and every day it tilts
Suicidal but still suffering from survivors guilt
I hate that the ones I lost, I can't remember their faces
Makes me feel like our friendships were us going through phases
Like my ex's, that made love a four-letter word
Never wanted to complicate us just wanted shit to work
But you still put me second and acted like you were so hurt
When you were out fucking niggas to go get high off perks
And said the baby was mine well why the fuck did you lie
I swear I cried so hard I wished to God you would die
You put fire in my soul and filled my heart with rage
It took me some years to finally take time to change
I feel the walls closing in, but that's nothing too new
And if anything happens, I love you
( Chris Gauge )
www.ChordsAZ.com