[Lyric] Cycles (Toothache)

[Verse 1: Toothache]
Waking up, the coldest day
I’m out of time to be okay
I don’t feel it in the morning
And it's a broken cycle
Of things i saw in you
It’s nothing i can do
Lost and wasted full of time
Everything is red and white
Riding waterfalls, my heart is hurt and dead
I don't feel a thing at all
I was okay i run away
Everyday the same struggle
I been fallin' out
I can't take it anymore
Fall down into the floor
And I’m okay
Never alright
Every fight and the way that it feels

[Verse 2: Rubys Boy]
She said you been looking scruffy
So I woke up and shaved my face
(Oh my god)
Too bad that I’m in bed today
I was at the hospital Sunday and Tuesday
I was swerving lanes tryna change my fate
But I still made it to the hospital
(Yah, yah)
Children’s Mercy, I thought I saw her in the parking lot but then she drove away
And she has a car I wonder if she got a job too
I still think about you all the time
I don’t care about my friends and nihilistic views
Because I know what I know
And they haven’t seen or felt what I’ve seen
(PTSD, PTSD)
And they’ll never understand me again
And they’ll never understand how I breathe
You don't feel me bro
You don't feel my pain
You don't feel my eyes
You don't feel my shame
You don’t feel my face
You don't feel my head
You don’t feel my game
You don't feel my breath
Take it at your pace bruh I don’t really care