[Lyric] Dancing With The Blues (Montie)

Caged in a prison too big for me to fit
Sometimes I wish I was just a heap of bones
I wish I could wear confidence instead of clothes
Too big to hide the real me
I'm here again drinking all your stupid norms
I'm here again wishing to feel at ease
I wish I could survive your tricks
I wish I didn't find discomfort warm
But I can't help it
I just want to be happy
Then clearly I'm no good
So here I go again
Dancing
With the blues
I wish I could stop eating the uneasiness
To burn and sweat off all these self-made rules
I wish I could make it out of these whirlpools
That always bring me back to self-consciousness
Sometimes I wish I could zip down this vest
To cut it off and be done with this nightmare
I feed the thoughts because I'm aware
That self love would be harder to digest
But I can't help it
I just wanna look happy
I just want to look good
But Here I go again
Dancing with the blues
I want it dark so I can't see my shadow
Can't stand your fingers when they touch my skin
The truth is too hard to swallow
I can't taste anything
Cause I can't help it
I just have to look perfect
I just have to look good
So here I go again
Dancing with the blues