[Lyric] Dear Mama (ghoulshorizon)

[Chorus]
Dear mama, I hate you're in the hospital bed
I don't wanna fall asleep and get woken up to you being dead
I'm sorry for everything I ever said
I love you 'til the very end
You're my mom
And I can't handle the thought of losing you
We all made bad choices but I feel like I don't give you enough slack
I feel like sometimes you don't know much I love you
I started to see my mom again

[Verse 1]
Dear Mom, I'm sorry I'm adding onto your drama
I don't hate you
Dear mama, I'm sorry for everything I ever said
Man I'm fucking sorry for everything I ever said
I hatе a lot of the things I ever said
I don't know how to gеt this off my chest
How much time is left
I'm running out of time
My mind is taking control
We argue and I never fold
And we fight for days, for fucking days
I act like nothing is fine but that's alright
Right?
Am I really this fucked?
I don't know if I'ma get sleep tonight
I'm too depressed
I don't know how to get these words off my chest
I don't know how to get the words off my chest
I don't know how
I don't know how to get the words off my chest
[Chorus]
Dear mama, I hate you're in the hospital bed
I don't wanna fall asleep, I don't wanna wake up to you being dead
I'm sorry for everything I ever said
You're my mom and I can't handle the thought of losing you
We all made bad choices but I feel like I don't give you enough slack
I feel like sometimes you don't know much I love you
I started to see my mom again
It's gonna get sad again

[Verse 2]
Dear mama
I'm sorry for adding onto your drama
I don't hate you
I don't fucking hate you
I hate a lot of the things I ever said to you
I don't know how to get this off my chest
Is it too late to vent?
I don't know, are we at the end?
I'm running out of time
I don't know what to do
My mind is taking control
Dear mama, I'm sorry
I'm sorry for everything I said
Fuck