[Lyric] Dear Mom (Delaine The Main)

[Intro: Lil Soap]
I don't fucking get it, like when I'm with people I feel like
I've never been depressed a day in my life
And I'm perfectly stable and everything is fine
But the second I get home and and close my door (Look)
All bets are off the table and I'm a fucking mess

[Verse 1: The Main]
You think you can just come back in my life
After all these years
Goddamn woman why you giving me tears
Fuck you for leaving me I'm better off without you
Stopping hitting me up asking mе to meet you
You aren't my mom, you just gave me lifе
But now it's time to get out of mine

[Chorus: The Main]
You got me fucked up
I'm an outcast
Like JID said
You got me down bad, aye
[Verse 2: The Main]
I felt different than everyone else
You had a life to chose
It was me or who else
My brothers like Santa and his elves
You's a ho ho hoe, now go go go (Go)
Back to the cold of where you came from
Bitch, you think I'm still the same, what?
Nah, I'm a real one
Bitch you's a fake one
Get out my life
I don't need you no more

[Pre-Chorus: The Main]
Fuck you for leaving me I'm better off without you
Stopping hitting me up asking me to meet you
You aren't my mom
You just gave me life
But now it's time to get out of mine

[Chorus x2: The Main]
You got me fucked up
I'm an outcast
Like JID said
You got me down bad
You got me fucked up
I'm an outcast
Like JID said
You got me down bad, aye
[Verse 3: The Main]
You said you happy that I'm in your life
Now why I feel like that's a lie
Could of had me in your life for so long
Well shit, I guess I was wrong
You was way to busy for me
But not for them drugs
And because of you I got addiction in my blood
But I don't fuck with weed
I fuck with nicotine
Which is worse for me?
But what is worse for me?
Some coke or some crack
Or a son that don't love you back

[Bridge: The Main]
Fuck you for leaving me I'm better off without you
Stopping hitting me up asking me to meet you
You aren't my mom
You just gave me life
But now it's time to get out of mine

[Verse 4: The Main]
I don't got the fam I want, I got the fam I need
Who gave me a nice home and some warm clothes
What did you give me?
Nothing but absence for eighteen years
Well bitch you prolly crying tears
And that's just fine
Why don't you go back to the streets and buy your next dime
[Chorus x2: The Main]
You got me fucked up
I'm an outcast
Like JID said
You got me down bad
You got me fucked up
I'm an outcast
Like JID said
You got me down bad