[Lyric] Dear (One Eye Closed)

[Intro]
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God, are you listening?
Can you hear me weeping?
All I'm asking for is just one thing:
Erase all the shit inside of me

Dear who's ever hearing this
Sorry that you got stuck with this
I don't know why I'm even like this
I just know I'm not fine with this

Won't you sit and hear me vent?
Cause I got shit deep inside my head
I said shit that I never meant
I regret all thе shit I sent

I am always late on rent
And now my car just got a dеnt
That I don't know how I can mend
Cause all my money has been spent
And I can barely afford to live inside this dorm
I'm so outside the norm
I question why I was even born

God, are you listening?
Can you hear me weeping?
All I'm asking for is just one thing:
Erase all the shit inside of me
God are you listening? Can you hear me weeping?
All I'm asking for is just one thing:
Forgive all the sins inside of me

Every night I stay up
If I sleep, dreams make me wake up
Dreams of me messing up
Reminds me that I should be gone
Every day, it's escalating
And my brain starts pulsating
What's the meaning of all of this?
This large abyss, a mental itch
I start to inch toward my wrist
My bucket list thrown off a bridge
Lost in the mist
I am not missed
Nobody wants me
Fated to be lonely
I am so sorry
For my aggravated tone
And the endless calls from my cellphone
Tonight is the night I decide
The night that I might end my life
Invisible eyes immortalize all of my lies into the sky and
I long for a meaning
Into my own life, I know I'm repeating
But now, I am bleeding and losing my breathing
I think I am dying

God, are you listening?
Can you hear me weeping?
All I'm asking for is just one thing:
Erase all the shit inside of me
God are you listening? Can you hear me weeping?
All I'm asking for is just one thing:
Forgive all the sins inside of me