[Verse]
I've always been on my own, pass through life alone
Battling the unknown, anxiety in my soul
Depression right in my bones, David aiming his stone
I'm in pain and I know, I'm ignoring my phone
I'mma sit on my throne and get lost in my zone
Her true colours outta lines, it's a whole mess that she's shown
I want a money scented fragrance, that Elon Musk
I want it all in a bulk to heal the pain that stuck
Get free in Mereba's Black Truck, the jungle is the way out
I'm waiting for this to pay out 'cause I'm outta my mind, left the happiness behind
The wind confined me into a space where nobody could find mе
Credit cards don't work, mental health dеclining
It's the pain I'm hiding, been heartbroken for too long
I'm convinced it's assigned, it's all refined for me
I'm so lost in the clouds, they keep blinding me
I've saved reputations by keeping things to me
Yet they still stand still, undermining me
Digging up my insecurities, it's gold to them
Attachment issues not love, it was all in my head
I got hypnotized fast by the words that she said
Mislead by the dreams that could see ahead
I've been tryna drive fast but I've been crashing instead
I guess I made my own bed, thread by thread
White sheets all red, you can see that I bled
That's the reality of the signs y'all misread
My own mind is threat, coming for me, I guess
I'm burning out, cigarettes, I'm taking off and offset
She says that she regrets the pain I'll forget
I don't need apologies 'cause they all silhouettes
Cut wrists with Gillette, then crash the Corvette
I might go to Ukraine and play Russian Roulette
Don't kill yourself in regret, I'm just a marionette
Pulling strings, I guess, now my face is all wet
Cried myself a whole fortune, now I'm drowning in debt
[Outro]
"Honestly, I feel like if it was at that moment where my life changed for forever. I was never the same after that decline and it was just so unbearable and I can say that it was one of the worst things I had ever been through and I'm not even sure if I've heal. If I could put things simply, I'd say that I feel like I died that day but my eyes never closed."
I've always been on my own, pass through life alone
Battling the unknown, anxiety in my soul
Depression right in my bones, David aiming his stone
I'm in pain and I know, I'm ignoring my phone
I'mma sit on my throne and get lost in my zone
Her true colours outta lines, it's a whole mess that she's shown
I want a money scented fragrance, that Elon Musk
I want it all in a bulk to heal the pain that stuck
Get free in Mereba's Black Truck, the jungle is the way out
I'm waiting for this to pay out 'cause I'm outta my mind, left the happiness behind
The wind confined me into a space where nobody could find mе
Credit cards don't work, mental health dеclining
It's the pain I'm hiding, been heartbroken for too long
I'm convinced it's assigned, it's all refined for me
I'm so lost in the clouds, they keep blinding me
I've saved reputations by keeping things to me
Yet they still stand still, undermining me
Digging up my insecurities, it's gold to them
Attachment issues not love, it was all in my head
I got hypnotized fast by the words that she said
Mislead by the dreams that could see ahead
I've been tryna drive fast but I've been crashing instead
I guess I made my own bed, thread by thread
White sheets all red, you can see that I bled
That's the reality of the signs y'all misread
My own mind is threat, coming for me, I guess
I'm burning out, cigarettes, I'm taking off and offset
She says that she regrets the pain I'll forget
I don't need apologies 'cause they all silhouettes
Cut wrists with Gillette, then crash the Corvette
I might go to Ukraine and play Russian Roulette
Don't kill yourself in regret, I'm just a marionette
Pulling strings, I guess, now my face is all wet
Cried myself a whole fortune, now I'm drowning in debt
[Outro]
"Honestly, I feel like if it was at that moment where my life changed for forever. I was never the same after that decline and it was just so unbearable and I can say that it was one of the worst things I had ever been through and I'm not even sure if I've heal. If I could put things simply, I'd say that I feel like I died that day but my eyes never closed."
( Itsbambino )
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