[Lyric] Deep In Depression (Hachiroku86)

VERSE 1:
When I look back my vision goes all black
I remember times when you were my everything
But to you, I was just something distracting
I got so lost in your eyes that I believed all of your lies
When you said that you were leaving me
I felt like I was not breathing
Because of you, I pushed my friends away
Now I am left by myself to decay
Not a day goes by when I don't feel pain
A fake smile is what I try to retain

CHORUS:
Deep in depression
I wish I could leave all of this behind
I am not okay
It is hard for me to keep a smile

VERSE 2:
Now I'm trying to move on
But it's hard when you are always on my mind
I have tried forgetting you
But at night you keep screwing with my mind
Hoping you come back
CHORUS:
Deep in depression
I wish I could leave all of this behind
I am not okay
It is hard for me to keep a smile