[Lyric] Deliver Me Home (My Dad Is Dead)

20 below and I'm standing out in the cold
I just can't stop turning it over in my mind
Head like a bomb and I know it's ready to explode
I know I've got to take a look but I'm afraid what I'll wind

I say to my friends, do you see disintegration?
I pray to my God, can you see my desperation?
I ask myself how long before I pull the trigger
This hold I've dug just keeps getting bigger

Fate has cast an ugly shadow across my path
The shit flows like an unchecked river
I'm lost in a maze of my own creation
And I'm just praying for someone to deliver me home