(Intro)
TXAX Beats (Beat Mark)
(Verse)
I wanna speak on something called mental illness
And to do that I'll use a beat with a lot of chillness
Every sufferer is compelled to this reality
And it's high time we changed our mentality
As a community we treat it with a sense of abnormality
But it should be considered normal in actuality
It's high time we stopped treating sufferers with such brutality
And started offering a bit of hospitality
You could have it all, a house, kids, a wife
Doesn't matter you'll still loose your apetite for life
Can't shake it, the feeling that you're in strife
The thoughts in your head that somethings wrong are rife
In reality, I go through this as well
So I can atest to the fact that you feel like you're in hell
I can relate to those who wanna end it all and sell their
Loved ones out, but they're right when they tell you
That it's alright, people do care
Losing you would make their life so bare
They'd be nothing without you so don't you dare leave them
Please keep your head out of that snare
Seen too many good ones go, many a status
And those cynics will ask why this matters
Their loved ones, their heart and mind it shatters
They're never the same, their lives are tatters
It's hard, in life I feel like I've failed
When it comes to things I've done I've trailed behind
Where I should be, I got bailed out
By my parents, their plans for me got impailed
I hear you ask, am I ashamed?
Nah, I'm actually more so afraid
Gonna be 21 soon, still don't know what to do
Even if I did, don't know if I'd be successful and get through
It will be 4 years since leaving school soon, since then havn't done a lot
Did a course 2 years ago but since then I've become lost
Mentally, I'm in no different place to way back then
Wanna get out of this headspace but don't know when
That, will happen, I've been pretty afraid
Hard to think I could have had it made
If i'd stayed focused and worked hard
I had it all mapped out on a placard
For years to hide this I put on a facade
Was afraid the real me wouldn't get held in high regard
It feels like I've lied, been two different people
When it comes to dealing with this, that combination has been lethal
TXAX Beats (Beat Mark)
(Verse)
I wanna speak on something called mental illness
And to do that I'll use a beat with a lot of chillness
Every sufferer is compelled to this reality
And it's high time we changed our mentality
As a community we treat it with a sense of abnormality
But it should be considered normal in actuality
It's high time we stopped treating sufferers with such brutality
And started offering a bit of hospitality
You could have it all, a house, kids, a wife
Doesn't matter you'll still loose your apetite for life
Can't shake it, the feeling that you're in strife
The thoughts in your head that somethings wrong are rife
In reality, I go through this as well
So I can atest to the fact that you feel like you're in hell
I can relate to those who wanna end it all and sell their
Loved ones out, but they're right when they tell you
That it's alright, people do care
Losing you would make their life so bare
They'd be nothing without you so don't you dare leave them
Please keep your head out of that snare
Seen too many good ones go, many a status
And those cynics will ask why this matters
Their loved ones, their heart and mind it shatters
They're never the same, their lives are tatters
It's hard, in life I feel like I've failed
When it comes to things I've done I've trailed behind
Where I should be, I got bailed out
By my parents, their plans for me got impailed
I hear you ask, am I ashamed?
Nah, I'm actually more so afraid
Gonna be 21 soon, still don't know what to do
Even if I did, don't know if I'd be successful and get through
It will be 4 years since leaving school soon, since then havn't done a lot
Did a course 2 years ago but since then I've become lost
Mentally, I'm in no different place to way back then
Wanna get out of this headspace but don't know when
That, will happen, I've been pretty afraid
Hard to think I could have had it made
If i'd stayed focused and worked hard
I had it all mapped out on a placard
For years to hide this I put on a facade
Was afraid the real me wouldn't get held in high regard
It feels like I've lied, been two different people
When it comes to dealing with this, that combination has been lethal
( Emcee Aidos )
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