[Lyric] Demons (Paxtan)

Yeah
I won't lie I'm from the trenches
Woo

[Chorus]
Look
I taught my demons how to pray (amen)
I taught my demons how to pray
Coz I've been down the drain
Never seen no holiday
Never seen no holiday
Everyday a struggle never seen no holiday nigga
I taught my demons how to pray
I taught my demons how to pray
Coz I've been down the drain
We never see no holiday
Everyday a struggle we don't see no holiday nigga

[Verse: 1]
I swear to God I've been depressed all my life
Never had a father only had a mom in my life
You can prolly guess what it's like to be in my life
Makes you see the bigger picture to appreciate life
Always say down to cry, more l like every time
Thinking if I make a difference I'll start with her life
That's my momma i'mma give her everything that she wants
That's my momma i'mma give her the whole world if she wants
She gave birth to a king, now I'm pulling the strings
Fuck my daddy, man that nigga a bitch
Couldn't stick around to handle your shit
So you ran and you quit, you let her raise this kid nigga
Momma You deserve to be worshipped
I really love you I should tell you that often
I pray for you I hope I'm louder in heaven
That things get better coz I'm missing your presence
Oh lord!
I thank God for these day
I thank God for today
I've been through all the pain
I still came out okay
Hey mama
Hey mama
Hey mama
We've been through all the pain
[Chorus]
Look
I taught my demons how to pray (amen)
I taught my demons how to pray
Coz I've been down the drain
Never seen no holiday
Never seen no holiday
Everyday a struggle never seen no holiday nigga
I taught my demons how to pray
I taught my demons how to pray
Coz I've been down the drain
We never see no holiday
Everyday a struggle we don't see no holiday nigga

[Verse: 2]
So many life lessons but I'm only 23
I'm feeling wiser than my dad when he was just 23
What kinda man leaves a girl with his child
How do you sleep at night knowing that you messed up her life
You left her life on the line
To be honest pops I hate you with my soul
And that's a permanent feeling I'll never let it go
You let her raise a kid alone and back then she was broke
Man she had to do the most to put some food up on the stove yeah
So on that note man I don't trust nobody
None of these girls deserve my body
If I was to fall y'all wouldn't catch my body
Y'all would leave my body
Throw shade on my body
Look, I get it
It's every man for himself
If you wanna get the cash you better get to the shelf
Coz nobody hands it to you better get it yourself
Everything I do, I always do by myself
Look, I won't lie I'm from trenches nigga
Where we eat bread for dinner
Where rice, gravy and chicken is Christmas dinner
Sipping on a tangopina
Hey mama
Hey mama
Hey mama
We've been through all the pain
[Chorus]
Look
I taught my demons how to pray (amen)
I taught my demons how to pray
Coz I've been down the drain
Never seen no holiday
Never seen no holiday
Everyday a struggle never seen noholiday nigga
I taught my demons how to pray
I taught my demons how to pray
Coz I've been down the drain
We never see no holiday
Everyday a struggle we don't see no holiday nigga