Song: Demons
Artist:  Tay Tantra
Year: 2020
Viewed: 52 - Published at: 9 years ago

[Verse 1]
My happiness died and I don’t think it will grow back 
I signed a death wish - take a look at my note pad 
Just another girl in the world with no dad 
He left a demon in me and I hope that he knows that 
Every girl I know- assaulted or m
The stares, the bare hands and confidences affected 
Used like a toy and leaving her infected 
She begged you to stop but you like it unprotected 
And I won’t apologise for being this aggressive  
I never got a sorry, just beaten and rejected 
Put down, pushed around, by people I respected 
Felt vile, forced a smile, but it was ineffective 
Voices leave my mouth whenever I say stuff 
I hide behind the sound and put on some make up 
I’m manifesting death right before the days up 
Go to bed but in the end, I just beg I won’t wake up

[Hook]
The demons have won, they’ve come for my blood
I push away my loved ones ‘cause fuck it, I’m done
I rip off this flesh, I got no time for the gun
I’m too far gone and now I’m drowning for fun
Emotionally numb, heart like a drum
Powder to the nose, no lime in the rum
It’s the pulling of the plug, it’s the setting of the sun
It’s a blade to the wrist and I’m letting it run
[Verse 2]
I flood the bedrooms and burn the stables
Any glimpse of hope was just a fairy-tale
I pick at stiches and pull out staples
A makeshift n with some iPod cables
And I could do with space, you could lose the pity
If you’re asking yeah, I could use some booze, I’m s
My thoughts come quick they tend to be sickly
They stick to my brain they sit right with me
I’m sick of feeling less than, I need a best friend
Where’s my brothers? I’m Gwen, where’s my Ben 10? 
I’m sick of all the fear I hear out from the FM 
Human race has no place- we’re just a dead end 
Blades don’t stay in a place of fear 
I think blades are fate, I was c for years 
Pedal to the metal and I’m skipping the gears 
Eyes shut, half cut, and got the devil to steer 
 

[Hook]
 The demons have won, they’ve come for my blood 
I push away my loved ones ‘cause fuck it, I’m done 
I rip off this flesh, I got no time for the gun 
I’m too far gone and now I’m drowning for fun 
Emotionally numb, heart like a drum 
Powder to the nose, no lime in the rum 
It’s the pulling of the plug, it’s the setting of the sun 
It’s a blade to the wrist and I’m letting it run
[Verse 3]
Left unimpressed when searching for enjoyment  
Even the best things in life- they leave me disappointed 
Take a peek in the mirror then cover to avoid it 
Self hate, m, and socially avoidant 
Awkward and foolish, I never was a cool kid 
Followed to the bus every day by some cruel kids 
Made it to high school, ate my lunch in a cubicle 
Each day felt ashamed for something I didn’t even do 
Haven’t seen my closest friend I over six months 
Haven’t seen my family, no, I’ve seen drugs
High times - only memories I can think of 
Chop up, tune out, fill a cup and drink up 
No one comprehends or even hears what I’m saying 
I’m beyond f up, I’ve had enough, I’m not playing 
I spiral, I’m s, wild, not in denial 
I’ve known for a while that I’m f insane

[Hook]
 The demons have won, they’ve come for my blood 
I push away my loved ones ‘cause fuck it, I’m done 
I rip off this flesh, I got no time for the gun 
I’m too far gone and now I’m drowning for fun 
Emotionally numb, heart like a drum 
Powder to the nose, no lime in the rum
It’s the pulling of the plug, it’s the setting of the sun
It’s a blade to the wrist and I’m letting it run
[Verse 4]
I take a breath and accept that life can get difficult
I’m done with all the tears, I’m bored of being pitiful
I made it to here- and that’s the f principle
I’ll dig my way out- and make it to my pinnacle
Done with depression and over being cynical
Might give this pain a name and work it with some syllables
Put it to a beat- release a f miracle
I’m a beast- its clear- my poetry is lyrical

[Hook]
F it- I’m done. I’m coming for blood
I got my demons screaming out - now they’re locked in the trunk
I put this pen to the paper and I’m letting it run
Was a mess, I shed this flesh, and now I’m looking for fun

[Produced by Wintendo]

( Tay Tantra )
www.ChordsAZ.com

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