[Lyric] Desolate (Th3 Saint)

[Hook]
NYLVTPXL:
Through the course of my life I've only bossed it, (yah)
I Saw Walls in my path, so I've squashed em, (yah)
Every chance in my line, I've only caught it, (caught it)
Even then, now I'm feeling exhausted (exhausted)

(I said)

All the course of my life I've only bossed it, (yah)
I Saw Walls in my path, so I've squashed em, (yah)
Every chance in my line, I've only caught it, (aye)
Even then, now I'm feeling exhausted

[Verse 1]
NYLVTPXL:
It feels like I'm running round in circles
All my life I've been looking for a purpose
Now I'm on the track but I'm slower than a turtlе
I can't overcome thesе hurdles
But I've always kept the hustle
Yeah I've always stayed humble
Kept my dreams from being crumbled
I know I'm not the sickest I'm the weakest ain't no secret it's the truth
Tried to hide it, tried to fight it, but there's no shame to be you
Played the role of an omega in a pack full of wolves
Yet I cannot see me lose. I got so much shit to prove
Yeah
I think that I should be accepting my self accepting that my life would always be hell
Accepting that I've got a long way to trail
No holy grail for my life it'll always be pale
Derailed thoughts they haunt my life , leaving me frail
But even though them fuckers wish that I should fail, I'll prevail, my wound yeah I'll unveil
Neva gon' be righteous prolly take the highway to hell
To All the motherfuckers out there who's tryna tell me
To take the high road yeah the lord doesn't
Wanna hear me
I feel overpowered by too many snakes in the building
But it's gon take a lot more to kill my fucking spirit
Too many missing pieces, makes it harder to allocate
My feelings and I'm guessing that my name's gon've no accolades
I'm stressing disintegrated, high ceilings hard to penetrate hesitating suffocating make me feeling desolate
And it feels like
[Hook]
NYLVTPXL:
All the course in my life I've only bossed it
I saw walls in my path so I've squashed them
Every chance in my life I've only caught it
Even then, now I'm feeling exhausted

I said
All the course in my life I've only bossed it
I saw walls in my path so I've squashed em
Every chance in my life I've only caught it
Even then, now I'm feeling exhausted


[Bridge]
Th3 Saint :

Been feeling so many things
I wanna win, double of what I lose
I'm in a different lane and I intervene
Painting me a picture
Unlocking all hinges
Stepping out my motherfucking room
Seeing the day light
Running wild like a dog
(Hollow is my soul
And that's how I'm feeling
But I want it to change
And that's why I'm in this) x2

(Yeah, Aye Yeah)

Verse 2
Th3 Saint :

Like a warrior I'm picking weapons
Each day fighting with the thoughts
That me think I'm anything lesser than what I really am
Fighting for my dreams,I don't really care whachu really think
Optimism makes me winner in a blink
Haters makes me think that I gotta need to see a shrink
Dismembering everything like I'm Jeffrey Dahmer
Whatever comes in my way I been feeding to my demons
But I gotta stop it now cause I'm kinda losing myself in that process
I look in the mirror and I ask for help to knock all the skeletons in my closet
Carrying all the weight my shoulders have started bleeding
Whatever I be feeling one thing is for sure ain't ever had the feel to flee
All I chase is peace and glee
I'm making me a success tree
That I'm slowly climbing daily
I'm the aftermath I would go universal
As I put my previous self inter with the winners scope aye aye
(winner's scope)