[Lyric] ​despise u😡 (spira me)

[Verse 1]
Say she loves me, but that never really happens
Fucked up thoughts in my mind always have them
Trust me that I'll never go to heaven
See me all alone yeah I left them
Drug me girl and I swear I'll be your servant, yeah
Dior on my pendant
Ashes looking for you in the badlands
Wish you loved me like you did the substance

[Chorus]
I despise you ay
Wanna be just like you
I despise you ay
Wanna be just like you

[Verse 2]
Gotta spend it every time I get it
Price on your head so you won't forget it
Got a spambot in your email so you change it
Please save me from this nightmare I am trapped in
I don't know what happened but you know I am not let in
Yeah holy water in my chalice
Love it when it feels like I'm not melting
Reaper is near me I got panic
[Chorus x2]
I despise you ay
Wanna be just like you
I despise you ay
Wanna be just like you