[Lyric] Detrimental Thoughts (Inlarcus)

[Chorus}
Every time I wake up it's just getting so hard now
Staying up late, while I'm lying on the ground
Feels like that it's getting harder to breathe
It's getting harder to breathe
Every time I wake up it's just getting so hard now
Staying up late, while I'm lying on the ground
Feels like that it's getting harder to breathe
It's getting harder to breathe

[Verse 1]
Every day I'm hurting so much (Hurting so much)
I feel I'm not enough
Like I was back then when I would start to cut (Would start to cut)
I full of so much dread
These feelings in my head
Tell mе that I'm a failure while I try to go to bed (Try to go to bеd)
I know that I just suck (i know that i just suck)
I'm ruthless and I'm ruff
Nobody wants to be with me, I don't give enough (Don't give enough)
So lost inside my head
My eyes are turning red (My eyes are turning red)
While I fight off the demons so that they can descend
{Chorus]
Every time I wake up it's just getting so hard now
Staying up late, while I'm lying on the ground
Feels like that it's getting harder to breathe
It's getting harder to breathe
Every time I wake up it's just getting so hard now
Staying up late, while I'm lying on the ground
Feels like that it's getting harder to breathe
It's getting harder to breathe

[Bridge]
Every time that I try
I feel I get pushed to the side
Think I'm just a dead sight
Don't look me in the eyes
I know it'll be alright

[Verse 2]
Right now it feels I have nothing to keep me pushing, keep me pushing
But with all of my friends here helps me to continue pushing, oh ohh
Demons are rushing though my mind (Through my mind)
Tell everyone I am fine (i am fine
Just so I don't disappoint anybody with my troubles inside (With my troubles inside)
Can someone please just save me (Please just save me)
Please now I'm really trying (Please now I'm really trying)
[Bridge]
Death on the horizon
Not sure if I'll like this
Looking left and right not sure how to fight this
I'm gonna survive it
Try to find the light
And I know this misery will end

[Chorus]
Every time I wake up it's just getting so hard now
Staying up late, while I'm lying on the ground
Feels like that it's getting harder to breathe (Oh- ooh ohh- ohh- oh)
It's getting harder to breathe
Every time I wake up it's just getting so hard now
Staying up late, while I'm lying on the ground
Feels like that it's getting harder to breathe (Oh- ooh ohh- ohh- oh)
It's getting harder to breathe