[Verse 1: Austin Prince]
I know exactly what you said you needed
It's not what you really need
I'm coughing out my lungs
From breathing in this air
If we could see us from the sun
I know it would be obvious
[Refrain: Ambrose Prince]
I know that this isn't what you wanted to be
I know that this isn't what you wanted
I know that this isn't what you wanted to be (it's kind of obvious)
I know that this isn't what you–
[Verse 2: Austin Prince]
I know you don't need the blow by blow (I'm just staring)
It's not yours
It's not fair I slit my throat with you staring
Back at my parents in my own room it feel different though
Thirty years of breathing and I got this to show? ([?] shit)
Shit I know, feeling pigeon holed
Meet me her or miss me so
Meet me here and stitch these holes
I know you see me tear up fix me f– your
Fears I need you wit' me
I love you dear why won't you come near me
[Chorus: Ambrose Prince & Ellie Dixon]
We call it off again
'Cause you're afraid
That I'll fall too far
And you feel the weight
[Verse 3: Austin Prince]
But you already do though
I think we're getting too close
You said you're feeling claustrophobic
This time I lost you so quick
But I'll be here in the morning when you call
Like I always am
Tethered to my phone
You know that I'm your fam
Wish you'd understand
I'm always your friend
Even when the devil visits
[Verse 4: Ambrose Prince]
I got these pieces of me from my past life
It's not PTSD but i walk around with a flashlight
Even when it's bright out
I think if I was baptized
Or maybe if i prayed more
I wouldn't have capsized, yeah
I wish you met me on the seashore
Instead of drowning in the sea
Sure, I got some good days
But most the time I'm Eeyore
I'm fighting for my sanity
Like I'm fighting the elite four
And since our common ground is trauma
[?] a lot of days it's drama
I just wanna keep my f–n head above the water
But I don't wanna sound despondent
'Cause I'm hopeful still
I'm just trying to let you know that
This is not the way I chose to feel
[Refrain: Austin Prince & Ambrose Prince]
I know that this isn't what you wanted to be
I know that this isn't what you wanted
I know that this isn't what you wanted to be
I know that this isn't what you wanted
I know that this isn't what you wanted to be
I know that this isn't what you wanted
I know that this isn't what you wanted to be
I know that this isn't what you–
[Chorus: Ellie Dixon & Austin Prince]
So we call it off again
'Cause you're afraid
That I'll fall too far
And you feel the weight
I know exactly what you said you needed
It's not what you really need
I'm coughing out my lungs
From breathing in this air
If we could see us from the sun
I know it would be obvious
[Refrain: Ambrose Prince]
I know that this isn't what you wanted to be
I know that this isn't what you wanted
I know that this isn't what you wanted to be (it's kind of obvious)
I know that this isn't what you–
[Verse 2: Austin Prince]
I know you don't need the blow by blow (I'm just staring)
It's not yours
It's not fair I slit my throat with you staring
Back at my parents in my own room it feel different though
Thirty years of breathing and I got this to show? ([?] shit)
Shit I know, feeling pigeon holed
Meet me her or miss me so
Meet me here and stitch these holes
I know you see me tear up fix me f– your
Fears I need you wit' me
I love you dear why won't you come near me
[Chorus: Ambrose Prince & Ellie Dixon]
We call it off again
'Cause you're afraid
That I'll fall too far
And you feel the weight
[Verse 3: Austin Prince]
But you already do though
I think we're getting too close
You said you're feeling claustrophobic
This time I lost you so quick
But I'll be here in the morning when you call
Like I always am
Tethered to my phone
You know that I'm your fam
Wish you'd understand
I'm always your friend
Even when the devil visits
[Verse 4: Ambrose Prince]
I got these pieces of me from my past life
It's not PTSD but i walk around with a flashlight
Even when it's bright out
I think if I was baptized
Or maybe if i prayed more
I wouldn't have capsized, yeah
I wish you met me on the seashore
Instead of drowning in the sea
Sure, I got some good days
But most the time I'm Eeyore
I'm fighting for my sanity
Like I'm fighting the elite four
And since our common ground is trauma
[?] a lot of days it's drama
I just wanna keep my f–n head above the water
But I don't wanna sound despondent
'Cause I'm hopeful still
I'm just trying to let you know that
This is not the way I chose to feel
[Refrain: Austin Prince & Ambrose Prince]
I know that this isn't what you wanted to be
I know that this isn't what you wanted
I know that this isn't what you wanted to be
I know that this isn't what you wanted
I know that this isn't what you wanted to be
I know that this isn't what you wanted
I know that this isn't what you wanted to be
I know that this isn't what you–
[Chorus: Ellie Dixon & Austin Prince]
So we call it off again
'Cause you're afraid
That I'll fall too far
And you feel the weight
( Austin Prince )
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