[Lyric] Diazepam (Isaac Puerile)

Fuck I look like?
People prodding and poking like I ain't the one that's chosen
Got me back to my smoking
Fuck I look like?
A piece of shit, just get to know me
Let me linger on my lonely
I can't love you cause you phoney

Better look right
When people cross it, nothing left
I know I pushed away my friends when I needed time to reflect
See what I look like
Just like my father, nothing less
I smell the bourbon on my breath
I hear the dеmons in my head
And yo, it took time
Funny, I still can't give a fuck
But it [?] еvery part of my I never learned to love
Maybe I should die
I guess in time [?]
I guess the rhymes will be enough
I pray I never lose my touch, but when I do
And when I choose
Fly away from all the pain, just drop the noose
Ain't no mommas crying
Nobodies baby dying
And as I [?], yeah I'll soon be flying
(Yeah, yeah, yeah)
I can't love myself, how should I love you?
I can't love myself, how should I love you?

Real shit, yuh, aye
Locked in a dark place
Self that I can't save
Nobody ever showed me love, I learned the hard way
Thoughts that I can't chase
Got my daughter in my arms and still thinking about suicide, man I can't change
If these my last days, I ain't leaving a legacy
I'm leaving the rest of me within my child's face
So no, we aren't mates
Cause in the past days you wasn't there for me through everything and my heart ache

Uh, yeah
Rolling round my city like a [?]
And my soul forgiven, but all the women present and past
Lonely road is [?], I'll be dismissing all of the eyes
I been lonely, sipping, tripping and wishing upon a star
And I still can't give a fuck, why?
Clock is ticking but I never get enough time
To stop, forgive myself and not [?]
I've got a kid, I grip ahold tight
Cause tomorrow is a [?]
Baby momma loved the wrong guy
She got a strong mind, yeah, thinking that I won't die
[?] spit on my grave, God give me a day that's not the wrong time
Yo, I'm not fine
Aye, yuh, I'm fucking broken, need a moment to [?] just one motive and not see life so hopeless
Cause ain't no mommas crying
Nobodies baby dying
I can try to fight it, but I can't deny it
And as I [?]
Know I'll soon be flying
I hope you forgive me for all of the bruises that I did
And all the future I miss
I hope you own it, don't be shedding no tears
Just another drop in the ocean, don't be scared of your fears
Move, know that love is emotion
I ain't disappear, I'm here watching
Making sure you're focused
Hear me howl in the wind, do the [?] in the mist and
Draw in the clouds, see the stars in the distance

If I can't love myself, how should I love you?
I can't love myself, how should I love you?
I can't love myself