[Lyric] Did You Know (Sydney Zarlengo)

The times you and “our friends” sat talking trash about me
Did you know two tables over was where I would be
You angrily spoke of memories I could no longer recall
Laughingly walked by a girl who couldn’t stand at all

Were you that blind?
 Or did you know the whole time?
I want to say I never loved the girl
Who caused me so much pain
But I think it only hurts so much
Because of how much I loved you

I never said no, I wanted it, I thought that was true
But you knew I’d panic and still you’d push through
So I learned to put on a brave face and tell you it was okay 
When really I wanted nothing more than to run away

Were you that blind?
 Or did you know the whole time?
I want to say I never loved the girl
Who caused me so much pain
But I think it only hurts so much
Because of how much I loved you
Sometimes I said no you said that was alright
But then you teased and teased and said I was too uptight
Until I said yes and said it was just fine
When I really meant no every single time

Were you that blind?
 Or did you know the whole time?
I want to say I never loved the girl
Who caused me so much pain
But I think it only hurts so much
Because of how much I loved you

Were you that blind? 
Or did you know the whole time?
I want to say I never loved the girl
Who caused me so much pain
But I think it only hurts so much

Because I was that blind