[Lyric] Die Alone (Joreid)

(Verse 1)
I guess I'm all alone
But for how long
How long
Will I be holding on
I express myself
Through these songs
What is going on
Lost myself
In the midst of a bong
I can't act strong
Any longer
I can't be
Like my father
The ghost of
Me just departed
To the land of
The heartless
Separated into
Compartments
I'll be alone regardless
You left me in the dark
I just fell apart
I can't feel my heart
I was numb from the start
But it just got worse
I thought I was cupid
But I guess that im cursed
(Hook)
I dont wanna die alone
Deal with shit on my own
I try to act tough
But my pain it always shows
I dont wann die alone
Feelings breathless
Searching for connectionI
But I dont want to die alone
(Verse 2)
I dont wanna die alone
This shit is killing me
I can't do this on my own
This feeling is too much for me
It weighs heavily on my heart
I'm torn apart
From the very start
I was high on cloud 9
And now I'm at my lowest
Kinda hopeless
Mentally obsessed
Depressed
I'm feeling such a mess
Can't seem to get this off my chest
I placed you above the rest
Love is kinda rough for me
I won't lie
I kinda died inside
Is it my ego or my pride
These feelings I can't hide
I try but they surface
Written all over my face
Feelings all over the place
Frustrating
Are you real or faking?
I can't tell
I'm alone now
And it's breaking me down
So sad it's too bad
I fell apart long before this
I'm heartless
Stuck in my ways and it's pointless
Cause I can't help how I feel
But on the real
We could never just be you and me
You got obligations
I dont need no more sticky situations
(Hook)
I dont wanna die alone
Deal with shit on my own
I try to act tough
But my pain it always shows
I dont wann die alone
Feelings breathless
Searching for connectionI
But I dont want to die alone
(Verse 3)
I dont wanna die alone
But I don't wanna settle either
I need the perfect seniority
Anything less
Is just a teaser
I stuck my heart in a freezer
And never turned back
I should stick this 9 millimeter
In my mouth
Till it turns black
I hate getting attached
That shit is just a trap
Fuck love
I'm never looking back
Looking at it now
Maybe I should die alone
Deal with shit on my own
I try to act tough
But my pain it always shows
I dont wann die alone
Feelings breathless
Searching for connectionI
But I dont want to die alone
I dont wanna die alone
Deal with shit on my own
I try to act tough
But my pain it always shows
I dont wann die alone
Feelings breathless
Searching for connection
But I dont want to die alone
(Hook)
I dont wanna die alone
Deal with shit on my own
I try to act tough
But my pain it always shows
I dont wann die alone
Feelings breathless
Searching for connection
But I dont want to die alone
I dont wanna die alone