[Lyric] ​different (Hovis)

[Intro]
It's been a long time
Its been a long time

[Pre-Chorus]
I dont know how I can get better
I hate when the times just change the weather
I lied, liked it better in December
I wish, that I could just forget her

[Chorus]
But it never happens, never, no
And things start to change and I lose hope
And people refrain from helping me cope
From all the mental abuse from all the people I know
I ask myself, when will things start changing?
You say that you liked it but, you hate it
Amazing, complicated, never basic
Life will never be good unless you make it

[Verse 1]
I wanna make it right but you dont really want me to win
I hate it when we fight, I have to go repent for that sin
My future is not bright, all the blame just seems to be pinned
On myself, me and I and that is why I can't win
Wanna impress my idols but no one pays attention
I try my hardest but I dont even get follows or mentions
They like my song, say I'm good, but they dont even listen
I'm an outlier, on my own, never seem to fit in
Maybe one day I'll be good enough
Think that someday things will not be rough
Maybe I won't get excluded by everyone
I wanna call it quits, I really wanna be done
[Chorus]
But it never happens, never, no
And things start to change and I lose hope
And people refrain from helping me cope
From all the mental abuse from all the people I know
I ask myself, when will things start changing?
You say that you liked it but, you hate it
Amazing, complicated, never basic
Life will never be good unless you make it

[Verse 2]
But will it ever be good? Yeah, I don't know
Inches away from the top, yeah, I'm so close
Ever since this year it's been so damn different
Everybody shuts me out and disregards my feelings
But I shouldn't care about that, oh no
I got many friends, don't have many foes
And all of the people that doubted are low
This is where I belong, this is truly my home

[Chorus]
But it never happens, never, no
And things start to change and I lose hope
And people refrain from helping me cope
From all the mental abuse from all the people I know
I ask myself, when will things start changing?
You say that you liked it but, you hate it
Amazing, complicated, never basic
Life will never be good unless you make it
[Outro]
But it never happens, never, no
And things start to change and I lose hope
Fuck