[Lyric] Dirt (Rxmedy)

Chorus:
Comin' up from the dirt ain’t got nothin’
Spent all my money on drugs bitch im buzzin’
I got love in my heart it ain’t toxic
But ima make it to the top come and watch this
Ye, i been fuckin’ up
Gettin’ my money up
Spend it all in one day bitch i ran it up
Ain’t sippin' double cups
Ain’t takin' xans been makin' bands i’m tryna sum it up yeah

Verse:
Sleep deprived
Dead inside
Look into my demon eyes
Tryna run from the pain
Tryna put on a disguise
But i can’t run away
No more entertaining lies
No i’m not okay
No i’m not fucking fine
I don’t even know who i am
I’ve fallen in the deep end got these demons stuck in my head
I’m trying but i cannot figure out how to stop it
Maybе it’s just better if i die, can't ovеrcome it
I can't even look at myself in mirror
Paranoid i’ll go fucking insane i need my dealer
Gimme all these drugs yeah they make me see clearer
Fucking up my brain livin fast and full of fear yuh
I’ve been movin’ down a dark path
Feelin’ like i’m in a fucking car crash
Why the fuck it feel like this
I’m sick of feelin’ like that
All the pain accelerates like everyday i’m tryin’ man
I’m so sick of hiding man
Bridge:
I’m so sick of hiding
I’m just about ready to fight it
But i can't fuck it up
I gotta get it right or i’ll end up dyin’

Chorus:
Comin' up from the dirt ain’t got nothin’
Spent all my money on drugs bitch im buzzin’
I got love in my heart it ain’t toxic
But ima make it to the top come and watch this
Ye, i been fuckin’ up
Gettin’ my money up
Spend it all in one day bitch i ran it up
Ain’t sippin' double cups
Ain’t takin' xans been makin' bands i’m tryna sum it up yeah