[Lyric] Disposable (Christine Nguyen)

[Verse 1]
Played me
Like a puppet on a string
You had this
Planned from the beginning
I know you
Made me into a villain
I hate you
For every single thing you did

[Chorus]
You had me under your control
You knew you have me when you want
I was only someone you went to
When nobody else ever came through

[Verse 2]
Always on my worst days
You wouldn't even ask wouldn't care if I'm okay
Thought I'd always be here
Just because I didn't leave when you disappeared
[Bridge]
I'm not a back up plan
I am not second best
You think you got me
Right where you want me to be
Am I what you want me to be

[Verse 3]
You turned cold
And left me alone
Told me things
That I wanted to hear
Kept me close
But always ran away
I don't know
How you got me to stay

[Chorus]
You had me under your control
You knew you have me when you want
I was only someone you went to
When nobody else ever came through

[Verse 4]
I was only ever a toy
You knew what to avoid
I have a feeling you think I'm disposable
I knew along that you lied to me after all
I can't ever end it (I can't ever end it)
Something just stops me right at my feet
I'm hanging off the edge but I know I can't speak
Asking myself why can't I just leave
[Verse 5]
You know I'll call
You don't know what you want
I'm never done
I never run when I shouldn't even care
Cuz you don't even care
You're not ever there
Just fighting with myself now

[Outro]
Wondering why, wondering why
Wondering why, wondering why