[Lyric] Distance (Addy Faith)

I thought we were at new points
But you're still hanging by the little
Thread you have
And in my head, yeah in my head
You're not the only melody on repeat

I should've just blamed it on my job
Or a party I had that night
But you know I hate parties
And I hate people crowding me in every direction
It all seemed worth it if it meant I got to hold you one more time
Every moment that lead up to this
Probably would've changed by now
If I gave it the chance
They say you're the one that got away
But I'm the one that changed
Cause I knew I couldn't stay
Who knows how to love when they're only 18

Oh, I need distance and time
Cause for once I felt happy
On my own
I need distance and time
So in my head
Yeah in my head
You're not the only melody on repeat
I should've pretended like I didn't know your number
I could've played the game you played in December
The on again off again
I'll call you back maybe
I should keep a list to remind of all the things you said
A to-do list to remind me that I didn't use my head
And holding my tongue should've done me better
When you placed me on a pedestal above all else
When you played with my heart and my jealous
When you knew love for me was brand new

Oh, I need distance and time
Cause for once I felt happy
On my own
I need distance and time
So in my head
Yeah in my head
You're not the only melody on repeat