[Lyric] ​do it alone (maxiim)

[Verse 1]
I told my family that I tried my hardest
I guess I'm not ready yet, I'm only being honest, I
Thought that I could make it
Turns out I couldn't take it and now I'm running back to home
Falling back in reverse
Free me from this curse
I don't wanna be alone
So just beat me up and break me down

[Chorus]
I'm falling back into my old ways
Let me back inside, can't do it alone, hey
Hotline blaring, put down the phone, I
Need a listener to what I have to say
Just give me a break and get away
I can't get a grip on this today
I lied too much, I can't go back now
I really hope that you can forgive me somеhow

[Post-Chorus]
Please forgive mе somehow
I know I broke your trust but I really need help now
And I'm bleeding out
I fucked it up, it's all my own fault
[Verse 2]
I know I'm just a burden
Everybody hurtin' from my actions, I can't go back
Just a simple reaction, left in the past tense
You dont wanna love me anymore
Yeah, I tore it apart
I cut it all up and left me with a broken heart
I cut too deep, now I don't know where I'll go
I don't think I have a home

[Chorus]
I'm falling back into my old ways
Let me back inside, can't do it alone, hey
Hotline blaring, put down the phone, I
Need a listener to what I have to say
Just give me a break and get away
I can't get a grip on this today
I lied too much, I can't go back now
I really hope that you can forgive me somehow