[Lyric] Dodecahedron A Million Mes (The Encouragement Kid)

There’s a million mother fucking enimies yeah


I can be warm
And I can be so cold
Acting like I have no soul
Then so
Emotional
Sometimes it feels like there’s a million a million mes


More sides to me than a dodecahedron
But I'm not two faced just caught up in big dreaming
No gleaming beamers but big scheming is what I’m meaning
Different sides of me yeah I’ve seen it
When I’ve got the bigger picture in my brain
The smaller things get pushed away
When I'm fighting with time for the day
At times I may
Seem a little distant
Not different guy
Just the environment
Inside
Is changing
It’s draining
I’m complaining
That’s another
Getting down thinking about my brother
And the others
I want to help
Now I'm not being myself
All tangled
Identify the situation from all angles
For perspective
I’m reflective
Of my internal
Take a look in my journal
If you want to learn to
See things the way that I see
And why they weigh heavy on me
Probably
Because I’m full of empathy
That never leave me
Yeah
Resilience leads to brilliance
Ask Mr. Edison
So it’s me behind the beats, bars and editing
It can be tiring chasing this dream
When I’m the coach and the entire team
So carefully I listen
To a parable of two wolves within
One good and one bad, but you can choose who win
By starving one and feeding one more
The choice of thinking is who you support
Now that is really some food for thought

I can be warm
And I can be so cold
Acting like I have no soul
Then so
Emotional
Sometimes it feels like there’s a million a million mes


Mind control is a real superpower
Control your own thoughts hour after hour
I’m not talking about the corrupted use
You can be calm or erupt with the smallest excuse
You can tell yourself to get back up when you fall down
You can tell yourself it’s not that bad look all around
You can be thankful for the little things in each day
You control the way you behave
You can choose when see fear to be brave
It’s to myself these reminders I say
Bump it after
Cause my mind I’m trying master
Cause I can be so cold
Wish I was always in tune with my soul


Cause
Sometimes my soul is a goner
I don’t want to feel like this no longer
Nah, I don’t want to feel like this no longer
I can choose to stay weak or make my weakness stronger right
But I still wonder why
I can be warm
And I can be so cold
Acting like I have no soul
Then so
Emotional
Sometimes it feels like there’s a million a million mes


The Encouragement Kid 2019
Chasing my dreams
Shining like high beams
Rocking tye dye jeans
While spitting dope rhyme schemes
Yeah