[Lyric] Don’t Want This Life (Karlito The Professor)

[Verse]
I used to believe that my life would change when I'm 21
Now, I'm feeling terrible and now I'm dumb
I wish that I can forever be happy
I feel like no one cares about me
And no one stands up for me whenever haters doubts, see?
I wonder what's wrong with me, why can't I be the type that'll see?
Because I forever want to be happy and keep on being addicted to what makes me happy
So that I'll won't feel crappy, I always wondered why don't the girl of my dreams won't like me back
And why do haters tells me that my abilities is abilities that I lack
I don't understand myself, and I do need some help
I'm not happy with myself, I need something to make me feel better
Not even people that made fun of me wrote me a letter
That said that their sorry and that they won't be mean to me anymore
Now a days, I feel sore
And I want to be happy
But if I'm not happy, I feel depressed and anxiety then I don't want this life