I'm traumatized but I'm perfect in my mama's eyes
She looking down on me I feel her all the time
& when I'm feeling like its all a lie & I wanna cry
Ballin my hands into a fist I'm bout to fall & die
Call a guy, buy up all supply, put it all in line
Do a ball, a line, anything to keep it off my mind
Often times I just crawl & hide, keep it all inside
Begging for a sign, but I had the answer all this time
I always tried to run from it
A lot of pain but I also learned a ton from it
Like ayo I got these pills is anyone comin?
Before we know it 5 am we see the sun comin
Yeah, we used to vibe all the time daily
I'm at thе club with a ball like I'm John Daly
Feeling like I've gonе crazy & my mom hates me
I'm on the floor more often than LeBron lately
It's all fun & games when you only 21 & change
Til you wanna change, now you know you've done a thing
To your fucking brain, & you can feel it ain't the same
& it never will be the same again, such a shame
& you wonder why we all depressed
You wonder why you get panic attacks so bad you gotta grab your chest
& you go to the doctor & they just tell you get some rest
Pop a couple of these & you'll be fine, all the best!
The feelings we had were not natural
Big ol' dreams in small capsules
We try to reach the same high
But the higher we go the harder we fall backwards
Backwoods no pun intended
Yeah we smoke but its not like anyone intended
To go this long, we figured nothing was wrong
But out of 20 friends 2 offed themselves, 1 in 10 did
Now we looking for them same cold nights
Just a prince looking for his Snow White
Even though when you pull the blinds back its so bright
I'm so happy that I chose light
Now we looking for them same cold nights
Just a prince looking for his Snow White
Even though when you pull the blinds back its so bright
I'm so happy that I chose light
Don't sleep
You might never wake up, wake up
Don't sleep
Go & get your cake up, cake up
Don't sleep
She looking down on me I feel her all the time
& when I'm feeling like its all a lie & I wanna cry
Ballin my hands into a fist I'm bout to fall & die
Call a guy, buy up all supply, put it all in line
Do a ball, a line, anything to keep it off my mind
Often times I just crawl & hide, keep it all inside
Begging for a sign, but I had the answer all this time
I always tried to run from it
A lot of pain but I also learned a ton from it
Like ayo I got these pills is anyone comin?
Before we know it 5 am we see the sun comin
Yeah, we used to vibe all the time daily
I'm at thе club with a ball like I'm John Daly
Feeling like I've gonе crazy & my mom hates me
I'm on the floor more often than LeBron lately
It's all fun & games when you only 21 & change
Til you wanna change, now you know you've done a thing
To your fucking brain, & you can feel it ain't the same
& it never will be the same again, such a shame
& you wonder why we all depressed
You wonder why you get panic attacks so bad you gotta grab your chest
& you go to the doctor & they just tell you get some rest
Pop a couple of these & you'll be fine, all the best!
The feelings we had were not natural
Big ol' dreams in small capsules
We try to reach the same high
But the higher we go the harder we fall backwards
Backwoods no pun intended
Yeah we smoke but its not like anyone intended
To go this long, we figured nothing was wrong
But out of 20 friends 2 offed themselves, 1 in 10 did
Now we looking for them same cold nights
Just a prince looking for his Snow White
Even though when you pull the blinds back its so bright
I'm so happy that I chose light
Now we looking for them same cold nights
Just a prince looking for his Snow White
Even though when you pull the blinds back its so bright
I'm so happy that I chose light
Don't sleep
You might never wake up, wake up
Don't sleep
Go & get your cake up, cake up
Don't sleep
( John Nonny )
www.ChordsAZ.com