[Lyric] Dopamine Death Dream (Drawn To The Sky)

[Chorus]
It's been a long time
Fuck the digital presence
I wanted a real life
Social pressure said I need college
What a sick lie
Don't know why you're still in the back of my mind
Your gothic painted pretty face
Strapped to the bed, your hands tied
Mascara dripping down from her eyes
Caught in a screen while were locked from the outside
Hold tight, yeah

[Verse]
Lying in the dark
Spinning thoughts of you 'round my heart
I'm too invested to sell out my archive
'Cause every memory of you reminds me I can feel alive
Oh captain, my captain, I'm seizing the day
Spent a couple years under the sun to see
I lost you to find my way
Still a lonely poet, but I'll never hit the brakes
All I can do is try
God, I hope make it
Eyes always on the sky
Waiting on a spaceship
On a different level, can't relate
You don't believe it
Honestly, I'm trying to be honest
Can't you see it?
Beyond
To feel something's all that I want
Escape from the thought that you're gone
[Chorus]
It's been a long time
Fuck the digital presence
I wanted a real life
Social pressure said I need college
What a sick lie
Don't know why you're still in the back of my mind
Still dreaming we were 17
Strapped to the bed, your hands tied
Mascara dripping down to her thighs
Caught in a screen while you're carving my eyes out
Gone now