[Lyric] Downfall (MidgeMedia)

Everyone says they support me
But yet I’m feeling like an outcast
Thrown out because of my past
Knowing these times may never last
I’m sick and tired of feeling this way
I just wanna fit in with the world
I don’t know my place
Going to music & art then
Back again
Nobody wants to see you win
They wanna see you fall
And when they do
They won’t answer you calls
So tell me
What rumours you hear
Tell me tell me
Because what you think about me
Isn’t who I truly be
You see everyone’s always pushed me down
But I got back up
Because I ain’t giving up
It’s my life
Ima do as I wish
Nobody can tell me what to do
Not even your goldfish
I feel I’m at my lowest of lows
Can't even bring myself
To answer the phone
Wanna just give up and go home
But knowing I’m on this path all alone
I know this is gonna be my downfall
And still I don’t know who I can call
Sat at home trying to not look at my phone
Work work work
Never get a day off
If I stop I am forgotten
Gotta keep it rolling
Back up
Back up
You don’t know what’s next
Thinking you know me
But I’ll change my style and put you in the drop
Nobody believed in my dreams
It wasn’t theirs to believe in
All I saw was success and me
Not like all the others Who aren’t free
Watching myself decaying (decaying)
Falling from high spirits
I flee...
Throughout the ruins of me
Longing for a way out
I know exactly how you feel
Even if we are tired
We are not to blame
Our TVs sold us lies and told us fairytales
That we adapted to
Time after time
We don’t see reality in the way we want to
We are trapped in our own minds
Wondering what’s wrong and what’s right
Where did we go wrong