[Lyric] Drowning ...Again (Kitchen Dwellers)

Tell me, when did it start?
That's when it all comes apart
You tell me I'm obsessed, and all that I've got left
Is knotty pine in your heart

It's getting harder to leave
You'd have me crawl on my knees
I see you've winterized, behind ashen eyes
Left our love on the breeze, through the trees

I throw up my hands, and I
Pray for the rain, and I
Can't remember calling your name, and I
Thought I'd buried you under the pain
But you push me halfway round, and I'm
Drowning again
I'm drowning... again

I needed something familiar
Something to cool down my mind
Like a window down, oh, in my hometown
Something simple and fine
But still you offer your hand
Lead me down river bends
You saying it's safe to cross, but when I'm feeling lost
Then you're gone once again, through my hands

I throw up my hands, and I
Pray for the rain, and I
Can't remember calling your name, and I
Thought I'd buried you under the pain
But you push me halfway round, and I'm
Drowning again
I'm drowning... again

Walk slowly (Drowning...)
Thumb raised to the sky (Drowning...)
Don't drag me (Drowning...)
I'll carry on with time (Drowning...)
Been living (Drowning...)
On amphetamine lies (Drowning...)
Dispose me (Drowning...)
Under rising tides (Drowning...)

I throw up my hands, and I
Pray for the rain, and I
Can't remember calling your name, and I
Thought I'd buried you under the pain, but you
Rose back up when I drowned in the stream, and I'm
Swept away on the last train leaving, as that
East wind pulls back on my brain, and I
Know I buried you deeper than sin, but your
Name comes up old friend, and I'm
Drowning again
I'm drowning... again