Lurking emotion
Intellectualized
Development derailed
In the blink of an eye
Severing the limb
Of inner stability
A poisonous relation
With no visibility
Only know one way to be
A slave to my own misery
Invalidation, sheer resistance
A bottled existence
Endless war with my emotions
Feelings cannot be controlled
Will the color ever return
To my dying face
Compulsive desires
Fighting back the urge
To escapе from this cold cell
A single moment to еmerge
My compulsion a result
Of intensive suppression
Won’t allow myself to feel
Any real connection
Only know one way to be
A slave to my own misery
Invalidation, sheer resistance
A bottled existence
Endless war with my emotions
Feelings cannot be controlled
Will the color ever return
To my dying face
Intellectualized
Development derailed
In the blink of an eye
Severing the limb
Of inner stability
A poisonous relation
With no visibility
Only know one way to be
A slave to my own misery
Invalidation, sheer resistance
A bottled existence
Endless war with my emotions
Feelings cannot be controlled
Will the color ever return
To my dying face
Compulsive desires
Fighting back the urge
To escapе from this cold cell
A single moment to еmerge
My compulsion a result
Of intensive suppression
Won’t allow myself to feel
Any real connection
Only know one way to be
A slave to my own misery
Invalidation, sheer resistance
A bottled existence
Endless war with my emotions
Feelings cannot be controlled
Will the color ever return
To my dying face
( The Perilous Mind )
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