[Lyric] Dying on the inside (Aleksandra P, Nessa B)

‘You should give me some time to think’
‘If I were you, I’d try to understand‘
‘You’re lucky I’m still here’
‘Why are you so selfish with the words you say?’
‘I don’t wanna hear it, you broke it first’

It’s been my best-kept secret for a while now
No one ever sees it, but it’s all around
It’s the type of conversations we never talk about
Don’t know how much longer I can keep this down

Feelings are as sharp as clear sky
I’ve been holding them by the blade
Swallowing my pride so I won’t say anything
It’s all a lie, honestly, it’s eating me alive
You’re like
‘Did you overthink it all again?’
‘Did you lose your mind?’
‘You should keep your attitude cause it doesn’t make u look great’
I hate that I always feel the best
When I’m dying on the inside
I wish I could change the past
It makes me feel like I should fucking disappear
Trying to drown all the memories in my head filled with tears
No mater what I try, you always seem to make them come back to life

What if I didn’t show up in your life?
What if I quit and then you don’t want me?
It’s the type of conversations we never talk about
Don’t know how much longer I can keep this down

Feelings are as sharp as clear sky
I’ve been holding them by the blade
Swallowing my pride so I won’t say anything
It’s all a lie, honestly, it’s eating me alive
You’re like
‘Did you overthink it all again?’
‘Did you lose your mind?’
‘You should keep your attitude cause it doesn’t make u look great’
I hate that I always feel the best
When I’m dying on the inside