[Lyric] DYSPHORIC MANIA (EXCEED411)

[Intro]
Fatal

[Verse]
Useless existence, I wish I didn't
Bottomless void, infinite distance
SSRI shit, I wanna ditch it
New kind of stress, I'm stuck in this prison

If I don't die soon I'm not sure why not
Folds of my brain all stuck in a tight knot
Lone enby freak, there's no stress I don't got
Sit in despair while I let my limbs rot

[Bridge]
Why am I still holding on?
It has been too fucking long
Why am I still holding on?
Just give me the fucking gun

Why am I still holding on?
It has been too fucking long
Why am I still holding on?
Just give me the fucking gun
[Verse]
Just the like prod my feelings are fatal
No longer know how I'm s'posed to feel now
So used to shit the change might be to much
If I don't change I'll never find love

I still expect this rut to еnd
Without my death and without a friend
Cut off those losеrs, cut off the rest
They will not miss me when I am dead

They
Won't
Miss me when I'm

Dead in the ground like my hope and my self-esteem
Hope you know the grave was dug at every point you laughed at me
Made it hard to walk away but made me wish I didn't stay
Beating at my mental now you wonder why it has decayed

Don't try to tell me what my fucking name is
Don't try to act like you know what I know bitch
Spending an entire year just on suffering fucks with your brain and leaves it a rotting

[Breakdown]
Mess
A rotting mess
Just like my death
Like my death