[Lyric] Ed Sheeran songs without crying hesitant (Gion)

[Verse 1]
How long is too long till I move on
When can I listen to Ed Sheeran songs without crying
Those were our songs
I know you’re happier
But i’m thinking out loud
Every time it feels like it doesn’t hurt
I go inside my room I see the sweatshirt
The one you bought me
And it haunts me
Why don’t you want me?
Maybe after graduation

[

Chorus]
I'm hesitant, I’m hesitant
Like I’m not really sure that I want this anymore
And like a pessimist, like a pessimist
What if I hurt you more now than I did before?
I think it’s evident 
it’s evident
That i’m not who I used to be
And now you’re acting all
Hesitant, hesitant
Hesitant, hesitant
[Verse 2]
How soon is too soon to meet someone new?
What if I kiss her and I still think of you
Is it normal? I feel awful
But I’m just curious
Does it stay this way forever
Now I’m eating dinner with this other girl
She’s talking all night long i’m in my own world
I can’t stop
You’re all I think about
Is this a comeback
With nothing to come back to

[

Chorus]
I'm hesitant, I’m hesitant
Like I’m not really sure that I want this anymore
And like a pessimist, like a pessimist
What if I hurt you more now than I did before?
I think it’s evident 
it’s evident
That i’m not who I used to be
And now you’re acting all
Hesitant, hesitant
Hesitant, hesitant

[Post-Chorus]
Why you gotta be so hesitant, hesitant?
[

Chorus]
I'm hesitant, I’m hesitant
Like I’m not really sure that I want this anymore
And like a pessimist, like a pessimist
What if I hurt you more now than I did before?
I think it’s evident 
it’s evident
That i’m not who I used to be
And now you’re acting all
Hesitant, hesitant
Hesitant, hesitant

[Outro]
I know you’re happier
But i’m thinking out loud
I’ll hold on to the photographs
Of days where we were perfect
Cause ever since i’ve been 
hesitant