[Lyric] Eighteen (Trilogy)

Lord forgive me
For what happened
Last night
That shit scarred me
I didn’t know that a man
Could be that way

I never thought I would see the day
Where my family was torn in half
I miss the days where we weren’t torn and could laugh

I miss my cousin stuck in the slammer
It ain’t no clapping the hammer
But the judge was slamming the hammer
But I ain’t gonna judge I don’t know what goes through peoples minds
When they hear about people committing these crimes

I’m happy my daddy sober
Even know my parents marriage is over
Shit gonna keep rolling like a rover
Maybe my luck will get better if I find a clover
It’s hard adjusting especially around the holidays
It’s tough especially out of all the days
I miss all the yays
Now it’s just all calls and complains

My grandparents ain’t doin so well
Seeing it like this is all hell
But my families unity is all swell
But I’m still sad so I’ll dwell

I’m 18 now
That’s new
But I’m scared of life
It can be cut throat like a knife

Mama worried I’ll fail
But we all chasin our tail
If life hits you on the head with a idea
Like it’s hail
Embrace it

We all gonna make it
Succes we gotta take it
Love this bitch I took her pussy and I ate it
It’s crazy man
I’ve been workin late nights in the studio
Tryna make a classic like coolio
Rappin my ass off like foolio
I seems when I have something
People just don’t care
They like coolio hoolio

Covid ain’t a joke
Lost two family members over Christmas it ain’t joke
My grandpa almost died, I may of have covid
And my grandma had stroke
Imma cry I might choke