[Lyric] Em nawt okay (NULLUS)

[Verse 1: NULLUS]
Life is such a bitch, it drain the life out me
Suckin out my soul and my energy
Try to keep it hidden but its hard for me
Its 5am, cryin myself to sleep
When its hard for me to believe
Im not real til i make myself
Leave this earth and i
Chose the path, decide
If i stay alive, if i step aside
Or leave this place and be fuckin gone

[Chorus: NULLUS]
Im not okay yeah im not okay
I dont even know what the fuck to say
Im not okay bitch im not okay
Stop mothafuckin lookin and just help out me

[Verse 2: xo zie]
Life is such a bitch it drains the life out of me
Whats thе point of livin if im only gonna bleed?
Right now i dont know, what is life for me
Its a long dark road then it lеads
Downhill, baby downhill
Im around still but i dont feel anythin
But the pain, sorta hurts
It only hurts, its makin it worse
And now i can't help you cuz i can’t help myself
And now we ran out of items on this shelf
You dont want to be anyone else
But now you don't even wanna be ya goddamn self
Oh well
[Chorus: NULLUS]
Im not okay yeah im not okay
I dont even know what the fuck to say
Im not okay bitch im not okay
Stop mothafuckin lookin and just help out me