[Lyric] Embers Smoking Song (Living Arrangement)

I smoked my first cigarette today
It’s the 23rd of May
As I inhaled I felt weak
I had lost all sense of myself

Who is this I am currently?
My former self would be so disappointed
I’m killing my body
Not giving it a chance

As the ash floated down
My eyes start to wonder
Half hearted embers on the ground
My shoe crushes hope
I feel so stupid
What did I just do?

The smoke flies high
I’m at a low
I’ve got to decide what path to follow
Liquorice flavoured vice
I know, I know
Black lungs tonight
I know, I know

My jacket is stained with smokers sentiment
My ego is pained and I feel so stupid

The smoke flies high, I’m at a low
I’ve got to decide what path to follow

My Mom can smell it
My Dad can smell it
I can smell it
I can smell it

The smoke flies high, I’m at a low
I’ve got to decide what path to follow

I also had a cigar
I'm sorry Mom