[Lyric] EPIK HIGH - 그래서 그래 Gray So Gray ft. YOUNHA English Translation (Genius English Translations)

[Chorus: YOUNHA]
It's because I only learned how to be bad
I did horrible things
I hate who I am
I wanted so badly to be good but—

[Verse 1: Tablo]
You ask if I was always this way
Because I'm sharp to the touch
You say you're afraid to approach me
It's just that the world made me swallow countless thorns
And as I tried to push them out of my body
I became a cactus
I hate me
More than you could ever
Of course there's no solution
I am the problem
Like you said, I'm too fragile
Even if I hold a flower like you, I will inevitably shatter into pieces
Just go
[Verse 2: Mithra Jin]
You know that I'm broken
My hеart is like a desert and not еven a sprout of love can grow in it
I was always so cold to you
I gave you tears when you wanted a drop of attention
I took everything and gave you sadness
The waves of resentment in your eyes
Now look like waves of concern
Why are you worried about me?
You know I was always a mess

[Chorus: YOUNHA]
It's because
I only learned how to be bad
I did horrible things
I hate who I am
I wanted so badly to be good but—
It's because I've been hurt too many times
It's because I've been lied to too many times
I don't want to be like this either
I want to smile
I try but I can't
I can't

[Verse 3: Mithra Jin]
I worry that the shadow over me
Will swallow your future as well
Because I'm the type to hurt someone
Just so they can't hurt me first
Yeah, my loneliness is all my fault
But I keep blaming you and the world
I'll let go of your hand now
Before the last bit of feelings you have for me become hatred
[Verse 4: Tablo]
It's because I don't understand love
Ever since I was little
I only learned how to have things taken away
It's because I'm afraid
Even when I turned a blind eye
I saw too many terrible things
It's all an excuse, I know
I told you I'd give you everything I've got
I kept that promise by giving you all of my pain
"How can a human being be like this?"
It's precisely because I'm only human

[Bridge: YOUNHA]
For my insecure heart
For my unstable self
I'm sorry
I'm sorry
Please forgive me
My heart won't beat the way I want it to
Can I rest my head on your shoulder?

[Chorus: YOUNHA]
It's because
I only learned how to be bad
I did horrible things
I hate who I am
I wanted so badly to be good but—
It's because I've been hurt too many times
It's because I've been lied to too many times
I don't want to be like this either
I want to smile
I try but I can't
[Outro: YOUNHA, Tablo]
Because I don't understand love
I still don't understand love
That is why
That is why
Because I don't understand you
And I don't understand me
That is why
It’s because I'm me
I did it to live
I did it to smile
I did it for me
I did it to live
I did it to smile
I did it all for you
Because—