[Lyric] Escape (Felspar)

Why can’t I find the words to say?
This life has given me nothing
And I can’t suffer this
Another fucking day

God can you hear me
I’m calling for your name

I can’t keep going
Chemically imbalanced in my fucked up own brain
Try to tell myself that I’m doing ok
Never would expect that I would grow up with this pain

But nothing ever works
I'll just take another pill and hope it calms the nerves
And when the time comes, and I hear that sound
The only way it ends is with me six feet in the ground

This endless cycle
This cruel disease
When will it stop?
When will it kill me?
I look for an escape
Toxic remedies to cure my brain
Plan to take myself out, seal my fate
God fucking tell me why I feel this way

I look for an escape
Toxic remedies to cure my brain
Plan to take myself out, seal my fate
God fucking tell me why I feel this way

Bury me six feet in the ground