[Lyric] Essence of My Being (Mud Factory)

Every time I hurt myself, all I think is you again
How could I erase this pain that burns inside of me, that rips my heart
You don't know how I feel, what's going on inside my soul
Every day I lose a will for life 'cause I can't get you out of my mind

We've been through so much
I don't know why we ended this way
We were too close
To make it like we used to say

Look at me last time and tell me would you love me again
Then pull the trigger and throw me into your Hell

I realized, it's never gonna bе the same
I don't know why, but I know for what I'll regrеt

And even when I speak your name
And even when I speak your name

And even when I speak your name
I still can't remember your face
Your images haunt me
But they're changing, they're slowly fading
Now, when the tables are turned
I'll drag your ass with me into Hell
You'll need to feel this hatred I've grown
You brought this on yourself

You're the Satan's curse and God's gift
This pain is far from over now
In the end I won't even remember your name
So brace yourself bitch