[Verse 1]
I bet you know what it feels like when you realize you've grown up
Gotta see why, trying to find home as an incline, need a reminder that I'll be fine
Sleep-deprived I don't eat right
When you text me I never reply
I'm a daydream stuck in real life (yeah)
Everyone changes, I'm not the same as a kid that was 18
I'm losing my strength and it feels like I'm way down
Nervous and anxious
My words can be dangerous, can somebody help me just
Tell me you lovе me
Tell me I'm bеautiful when I feel ugly
Show me life isn't all about money
Tired of talkin' to people who want something from me but outside that imma nothing
Wait, wait, wait
Give, give, give
Take, take, take
I need a breath
I suffocate under the pressure from people expecting the best, hush
Told myself I'd be relentless
The truth is I did it to fit in
I needed some friends but I fed up so much I don't know what's real or pretend anymore
You look at me with those eyes
Like I'm a famous kid on the rise
What it's really like is walkin' on a tightrope while I'm blindfolded
But I hope that one day a time comes I'll be right over when you need me
But I'm holding in the feeling of some kind of disbelief that my life doesn't got a meaning
So the idea of me leaving crawls right back and it's keeping me, hostage
While it hijacks where I'm peaceful but I act like it's easy
So if I snap I don't mean to
Put the light back on the people who are unloved
Look I see you and if my raps could have reached you then my dreams would have come true
I was 14 at a prep-rally and the principal thought he was so cool
Made a joke of me in front of the whole school for humiliated then I did what you told me don't do
Bringing hope for the ones who go through the emotions of what if feels like when nobody ever knows you
I've been insecure about a lot of things and then when I get hurt I go bottle it
People only see a part of me
I'm sorry I'm not really what you thought I was
There's no one here to tell you who to be
And lately, I've been trying to find the irony of where my life is headed
And now my mind is spinning, feeling tired and I end up spiraling
I get anxiety, I feel like everybody's always eyeing me
I'm not okay but yeah okay I'm good at hiding it
I'll probably lie in bed then remind myself when I was younger no one tried inviting me to party's they knew I would die to be at
So no wonder I think I gotta climb up and go higher than I ever been
[Bridge]
No one knows what my world is like
Broken hearts filled with sacrifices
I just feel like I have to try
Bring me, love, bring me faith, give me hope, and then
Let me go, hold me close, take me home again
Make me seem like I'm free feeling low they don't know what I mean
Please don't leave me alone because
I need you more than you need me
I'm no hero, when I get weak will you be my strength so that I believe
And when life's unclear you are all I see because
I need you more than you need me
I'm no hero, when I get weak will you be my strength so that I believe, I believe
[Verse 2]
Build up a legacy be what I'm meant to be
God has been telling me, jump off a cliff
Imma pray at the edge of it
Never been hesitant
Do what I wanna
Imma step on the neck of depression
No, I'm not the one that'll crack under pressure when weight becomes heavy
Better be what I said cause if I never do I'll look back and regret it
Self-esteem is drowning
My ego is loud but the love that surrounds me is the one thing that I'm bound to and I'm proud of you
So don't compare me to CLOUDS when this whole thing's got me grounded
I don't want no crown cause I'm happy I found you
I bet you know what it feels like when you realize you've grown up
Gotta see why, trying to find home as an incline, need a reminder that I'll be fine
Sleep-deprived I don't eat right
When you text me I never reply
I'm a daydream stuck in real life (yeah)
Everyone changes, I'm not the same as a kid that was 18
I'm losing my strength and it feels like I'm way down
Nervous and anxious
My words can be dangerous, can somebody help me just
Tell me you lovе me
Tell me I'm bеautiful when I feel ugly
Show me life isn't all about money
Tired of talkin' to people who want something from me but outside that imma nothing
Wait, wait, wait
Give, give, give
Take, take, take
I need a breath
I suffocate under the pressure from people expecting the best, hush
Told myself I'd be relentless
The truth is I did it to fit in
I needed some friends but I fed up so much I don't know what's real or pretend anymore
You look at me with those eyes
Like I'm a famous kid on the rise
What it's really like is walkin' on a tightrope while I'm blindfolded
But I hope that one day a time comes I'll be right over when you need me
But I'm holding in the feeling of some kind of disbelief that my life doesn't got a meaning
So the idea of me leaving crawls right back and it's keeping me, hostage
While it hijacks where I'm peaceful but I act like it's easy
So if I snap I don't mean to
Put the light back on the people who are unloved
Look I see you and if my raps could have reached you then my dreams would have come true
I was 14 at a prep-rally and the principal thought he was so cool
Made a joke of me in front of the whole school for humiliated then I did what you told me don't do
Bringing hope for the ones who go through the emotions of what if feels like when nobody ever knows you
I've been insecure about a lot of things and then when I get hurt I go bottle it
People only see a part of me
I'm sorry I'm not really what you thought I was
There's no one here to tell you who to be
And lately, I've been trying to find the irony of where my life is headed
And now my mind is spinning, feeling tired and I end up spiraling
I get anxiety, I feel like everybody's always eyeing me
I'm not okay but yeah okay I'm good at hiding it
I'll probably lie in bed then remind myself when I was younger no one tried inviting me to party's they knew I would die to be at
So no wonder I think I gotta climb up and go higher than I ever been
[Bridge]
No one knows what my world is like
Broken hearts filled with sacrifices
I just feel like I have to try
Bring me, love, bring me faith, give me hope, and then
Let me go, hold me close, take me home again
Make me seem like I'm free feeling low they don't know what I mean
Please don't leave me alone because
I need you more than you need me
I'm no hero, when I get weak will you be my strength so that I believe
And when life's unclear you are all I see because
I need you more than you need me
I'm no hero, when I get weak will you be my strength so that I believe, I believe
[Verse 2]
Build up a legacy be what I'm meant to be
God has been telling me, jump off a cliff
Imma pray at the edge of it
Never been hesitant
Do what I wanna
Imma step on the neck of depression
No, I'm not the one that'll crack under pressure when weight becomes heavy
Better be what I said cause if I never do I'll look back and regret it
Self-esteem is drowning
My ego is loud but the love that surrounds me is the one thing that I'm bound to and I'm proud of you
So don't compare me to CLOUDS when this whole thing's got me grounded
I don't want no crown cause I'm happy I found you
( Tyse Nett )
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