[Lyric] Eve (Miguel "E.L.M." Munas)

Every evening I cannot sleep
And I do not know why this I keep
I'm struggling with depression

Every evening I feel emotional
And I can't control my life, it's so lateral
I'm struggling with this pain

And in this song I will tell you why

When I was young I had this ADHD
And it drove me crazy until I was grade 3
It made people hate me and for me it was heavy

Then I have this feeling of being a pilfer
Stealing, taking things like a shoplifter
Then I was cuffed for few times and it recurred

My family scold me in a difficult way
I was locked outside and there I once stayеd
On the dirty, dusty and rough cold paves
I once had an autism whеn I was a kid
I'm dumb, I'm a sheep and I'm being bullied
I wouldn't forgive them for what they did

I had no one to talk to at those difficult times
I was crying everyday pretending I was fine
Then I put a mask on but I'm still a swine

But now I accepted all of those pain
Cleared my mind, stood up and rose from the vain
Sorry my life isn't normal like someone's lane

Right now I have friends for me to argue
That will talk to me about things I should do
They guided me that's why I grew up into someone new

Into someone that wants to be motivated
Rather than thinking about how devastated
But I would like thank you all and I appreciate it

All of your efforts to build me into who I am
Because without you I wouldn't have a fam
That will listen to my story like a jam

Thank you all for coming this Evening
I hope you all be good like how I was doing
Don't give up on your life that is worth trying