[Lyric] Every Good Reason (Waving)

Getting used to what I hate about myself but i’m terrified of the day where I am okay with who I am
I want to love myself but only if it’s for the very best of every good reason
The very best of every good reason why

I quarantine myself in attempts to save my sanity because when i leave the house I end up manipulated by the moment
I am blinded by the dancers in rotation
I fold for no good reason
I fold for no good reason every night

I toss, turn, and tremble until I find a way to sleep
With wires placed on to my head
I turn and see my mother weep
I stare at my fears at a bright screen in the dark
As they try to find good reasons
They try to find good reasons

I’m so sick of thinking the way I do
I’m worried this is how things are going to stay
If this is the way things have to be I’ll get used to it eventually, but These thoughts of mine aren’t leaving anytime soon