[Lyric] ​ex best friend (Self Discovery)

[Intro]
(Hm, hmm)
(Hm, hmm)
(Hm, hmm)
(Hm, hmm)

[Verse]
Something doesn't feel right
About the way that I look at you
I think about you and I'm terrified
That you don't feel the way I do

[Pre-Chorus]
I'm a fuck up
And I fuck up in the name of fun
So fuck off when I do this
In the name of love
Grow up
When I blow up
You'll know I'm the one
You put me through it all
But I stood tall
[Chorus]
I wasted sixteen years
Just to show out towards the end
And I have so much to tell you
But I just can't hit send
The way I want people to see me
Isn't too offset
But I'm getting
Gender envy from my ex best friend
There are people staring at her
Cross the globe and room
They'll say I'm overreacting
Based off the things that I do
Think maybe that's all true
But I just wanna look like you

[Post-Chorus]
(Hm, hmm)
(Hm, hmm)
(Hm, hmm)
(Hm, hmm)

[Outro]
I'm a fuck up
And I fuck up in the name of fun
So fuck off when I do this
In the name of love
Grow up
When I blow up
You'll know I'm the one
You put me through it all
But I stood tall