Intro: I don’t know, I just don’t wanna get up. What’s the point? Can’t go anywhere, it’s cold. I don’t know, I’m just tired. I just don’t wanna be here
Verse 1:
These days, it’s been hard for me to wake up
But there’s no one around to give me a shake up
Everybody talkin’ how they get their cake up
But don’t nobody talk about gettin’ ached up
The alarm rings, but I don’t wanna leave the bed
I could stay here all day and just pretend that I’m dead
I’m workin’ from home, so I don’t gotta get changed
I could stay up in my PJs for three days straight
And only get up when I gotta eat somethin’
Writin’ raps? I don’t even get the beats bumpin’
My head’s feelin’ heavy, it don’t want me to move
It just wants me to lay there, like I got nothin’ to prove
Doin’ the bare minimum? That’s a lot of energy
Every little sentence turns someone to an enemy
Question is, how the hell did I get here?
If this goes on, I guess there’s always next year
Hook:
I’m fadin’, I’m fadin’ in this here life I’m wastin’
I’m fadin’, I’m fadin’, in this here life I’m wastin’
They tell me, just get up, just get up, don’t let up
I’m up in my bed tucked, easy to say I’m fed up
Interlude:
Brett are you okay? Open the door. Brett, open the door!
Verse 2:
My mom’s knockin’ on the door, she can tell somethin’s wrong
But I don’t wanna tell her and sing her a sad song
Cause right away, she’ll tell me that I need medication
Or talk to somebody, stop livin’ in isolation
Ma, don’t you understand, I wanna be alone
I appreciate the concern, but I’m not likin’ ya tone
You yellin’ all the time about the neighbors and the news
So you shouldn’t be surprised if I say nothin’ to you
My friend’s sendin’ me vids, tellin’ me to hang on
What do I hold onto? Seems like everything’s gone
I don’t wanna resist, I wanna sink into the feeling
If I’m gonna be depressed, I’ll accept it and I’ll lean in
Hook (repeats)
Interlude:
Don’t get me wrong. I don’t want this to be a sad song. But just recognize there’s always gonna be good days and bad days
Verse 3:
This may not be a fairy tale with a happy endin’
Cause the journey goes on with lots of twists and bendin’
When I accept the feelin’, thats how I come on top of it
Better not resist and just lean wit it, rock wit it
Let it come, then watch it go
Just another feelin’, no need to stop it though
Some days I’ll feel great and other times I’ll be out of it
Lean into the feelin’, let it flow, stop doubtin’ it
Who the hell wants to sit with emotions?
It’s easy to suppress them and keep on coastin’
But sooner or later they’ll catch you like a tackler
Lean in and move forward, don’t be runnin’ back to
Hook (repeats twice)
Verse 1:
These days, it’s been hard for me to wake up
But there’s no one around to give me a shake up
Everybody talkin’ how they get their cake up
But don’t nobody talk about gettin’ ached up
The alarm rings, but I don’t wanna leave the bed
I could stay here all day and just pretend that I’m dead
I’m workin’ from home, so I don’t gotta get changed
I could stay up in my PJs for three days straight
And only get up when I gotta eat somethin’
Writin’ raps? I don’t even get the beats bumpin’
My head’s feelin’ heavy, it don’t want me to move
It just wants me to lay there, like I got nothin’ to prove
Doin’ the bare minimum? That’s a lot of energy
Every little sentence turns someone to an enemy
Question is, how the hell did I get here?
If this goes on, I guess there’s always next year
Hook:
I’m fadin’, I’m fadin’ in this here life I’m wastin’
I’m fadin’, I’m fadin’, in this here life I’m wastin’
They tell me, just get up, just get up, don’t let up
I’m up in my bed tucked, easy to say I’m fed up
Interlude:
Brett are you okay? Open the door. Brett, open the door!
Verse 2:
My mom’s knockin’ on the door, she can tell somethin’s wrong
But I don’t wanna tell her and sing her a sad song
Cause right away, she’ll tell me that I need medication
Or talk to somebody, stop livin’ in isolation
Ma, don’t you understand, I wanna be alone
I appreciate the concern, but I’m not likin’ ya tone
You yellin’ all the time about the neighbors and the news
So you shouldn’t be surprised if I say nothin’ to you
My friend’s sendin’ me vids, tellin’ me to hang on
What do I hold onto? Seems like everything’s gone
I don’t wanna resist, I wanna sink into the feeling
If I’m gonna be depressed, I’ll accept it and I’ll lean in
Hook (repeats)
Interlude:
Don’t get me wrong. I don’t want this to be a sad song. But just recognize there’s always gonna be good days and bad days
Verse 3:
This may not be a fairy tale with a happy endin’
Cause the journey goes on with lots of twists and bendin’
When I accept the feelin’, thats how I come on top of it
Better not resist and just lean wit it, rock wit it
Let it come, then watch it go
Just another feelin’, no need to stop it though
Some days I’ll feel great and other times I’ll be out of it
Lean into the feelin’, let it flow, stop doubtin’ it
Who the hell wants to sit with emotions?
It’s easy to suppress them and keep on coastin’
But sooner or later they’ll catch you like a tackler
Lean in and move forward, don’t be runnin’ back to
Hook (repeats twice)
( Brett D )
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